How Could I Be Lonely?

How could I be so lost,

In a place I know so well?

How could I be so broken,

In a family so together?

How could I be so lonely,

Surrounded by so many?

How could I be so unhappy,

Surrounded by so much beauty?

How could I be me,

When even I remain a mystery?

Done By: Cath Glasgow

The Eyes Of Desert

Contentment is all that I seek for

Fulfillment is what I look for

And all is in my mind

Far away, I hear the sound

The sound of a good romance

All in my mind

The touch is satisfying

Urge for more, calls the desire

But in my mind

The breathing is naturally suffocating

And shamelessly wanton

But, all in my mind

The union is awesome

As the fulfillment is wholesome,

But, all in my mind

Deserted in the sinful thought

That seeks satisfaction all alone

Also rumbles in my mind

Frozen seems my wanderlust

As it grazes in the dry land

Yet, all is in my mind

Done By: Edith Uchenna

Sleep Can Never Come

Stripped of my comfort,

I have no place to sleep.

Confused with anxiety,

I can only weep.

Why did this happen?

Oh why is it me?

I don't know what to do,

This time, I can't flee.

With no where to run,

I think I'll lay down.

Only for a bit,

Until the day I'm found.

Done By: Hannah Cooper

You Don't Know Me

Some of you pretend to know me...

some of you don't care to…

close family and friends you might be...

but you still don't know ME

Even my sweet husband with his…

yes dear and ...

I love you…

really has no clue

My Mom, my sis, they ASSUME...

yet miss by far

Love me or hate me I care not,

none of you know me

no matter WHO you are

Done By: Luise

Dying Inside

as I write your name upon my wall

I die inside

my vision starts to fade

can you feel me slipping away

into the depths of hell

where not even you can reach me.....

Done By: Michelle Hillton

Waiting For Your Return

never did you tell me

you were leaving me.

left me in one month,

waited for months.

alone sitting in this room,

so dark.

so alone.

crying my heart out

while waiting.

waiting for your return.

hoping you could feel,

the tears that come down.

hoping you could see,

my shattered heart.

sewing every piece back

never leaving me

without telling me

once more.

hoping for your quick return,

bringing us back together

once more.

Done By: Charline Khuah

Daddy

I cry so much now

I hate feeling so bad

Daddy how could you

I hate being so mad

I trusted you daddy

Now look you made me cry

I hate you daddy

Now I'm saying goodbye

Go on with your life

Like you've done for so long

I used to love you,

But what you did was wrong

Done By: Allie

That Star

I miss you so much

But I can still feel your touch

I preyed to you last night

As I hold on tight

I look up and I cry

A tear drops upon the floor

I look for more and more

Another star means another death

I miss you so much

I love your touch

It’s not the same without you

That’s so true

You should still be here

Holding on to me

I miss you so much you mean a lot to me.

Done By: Sammie

She Won't Cry

You see the pain that lies in her eyes

But, alas, her eyes are dry,

She won't cry

No, She won't cry.

You see the anger that burns from her eyes

The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,

She won't cry

No, She won't cry.

You see the fear that closes her eyes

The smile she wears is but a disguise

She won't cry

No, She won't cry.

You see the love that lies with in

But she shall never love again

She won't cry

No, She won't cry.

You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes

No one saw her die inside

They won't cry

No, they won't cry.

Done By: Pablo

The Ending Start

I've written everything I have to say

But the words, they rot and fall away

I'm stuck in the same boat as before

And slowly sinking just in sight of shore

I work so hard to make my life worse

Sometimes I think I'm better off in the back of a hearse

But I know I could never leave her behind

She's the one I've been searching for all this time

And though she confesses to me all of her love

Selfishly I feel that it is not enough

I know it in my heart, oh my god I swear

There is someone so much better for her out there

I dream about her all day long

Yet when we're together it all feels wrong

Something isn't right and I know it's me

Because you're a beautiful perfect being

I can never just be what and who I am

So much discontent I don't think anyone understands

I put my feelings into words that rhyme

To give everyone who cares a glimpse of what's inside

Why must it be that I'm never satisfied

I have all I could want; still I lie awake at night

And wish for more

So much discontent

Done By: Ethan Wulf

Thief Of Life

Cancer you monster

let go of my son,

We won't let you take him,

don't think you have won.

Thought you could sneak in

like a thief in the night,

Trample our spirit,

then take my child's life.

You started this battle

but we'll win this war,

We caught you red handed,

you'll live no more.

We fight you with chemo

it's making him ill,

Your time here is short,

its you this will kill.

With courage and faith

his fear he'll walk through,

There is no surrender,

just the death of you!

Done By: Lorna Mahan

World Never Spoken

Word Never Spoken

Many Lives Shattered

Hearts Being Broken

Turn Back The Clock

The Word Never Spoken

Having No Preference

You Take Young And Old

You're Heartless and Cruel

So Ruthless And Bold

How Do You Choose

Who You Attack

After You Leave

Please Never Come Back

Searching For The Cure

A Puzzle Piece A Day

Tomorrow We May Find It

Then You Will Go Away

Done By: Lorna Mahan

The Closest Friend

The emptiness now becomes my closest friend,

To live each day as it passes just as lonely as the last,

The inside is crying hidden suddenly by the smile,

To feel acceptance is to open up to more pain and denial,

Love like a rain cloud only there long enough,

To make the desert yearn for almost just enough,

Growing close to loosing hope all is becoming dark,

The world easily shows hate without a small remark,

To feel accepted and alive grows slowly thin,

Another day ending with no promise or feeling from within,

The child never sees it coming unaware of its strength,

Adults love die along with the child’s will to survive,

False disguise of hope in our world nears to the end,

Only to reveal that disappointment becomes our closest friend.

Done By Alicia Sanders

In A Place Called Depression

Depression is not just sadness

Its an emotion of lonely and inner madness

It gives you thoughts of pain and loss

That other people don’t give a toss

It makes you lash out at friends you love

It makes you question the Lord above

Why did he give me this terrible emotion?

That has no cure or potion

Depression will lock you in

In a small and empty tin

It controls ever action and every thought

And puts your fuse to naught

It makes you scared and all alone

Talking with a silent deadly tone

Done By: Anonymous

MY Daughter's Tears

Until it affects someone we love,

We don’t even know it’s there.

It’s really not our problem,

So why should we care.

The statistics are quite shocking,

One in four they say

Will suffer from depression

In their lives one day.

There’s not much stigma anymore

For this serious mental flaw.

But no one knows where it will strike,

It’s just the luck of the draw.

No one would choose to live with it,

And some don’t even try.

I see my daughter suffering

And all she can do is cry.

Most people turn the other cheek,

They’ve been doing it for years.

But I must face the pain I see,

In my daughter’s tears.

Done by: Annabil Shiela

Fight For Life

Storms of life are strong enough

without cancer stepping in,

Came creeping through the back door

just counting on a win.

Engaging you in battle

we firmly stand our ground,

Armed with courage, faith and hope,

our child's life we surround..

This fight rages day and night

the will to surivive is strong,

We will never surrender

In our lives you don't belong.

Prepare yourself to lose this time

our child's life you won't take,

This is a fight you will not win

Cancer, make no mistake!

Done By: Lorna Mahan

Outburst

As my heart explodes with hate

I cannot but cogitate

Your eyes, your voice, your soul divide

Could lead my to suicide

I hate you more than Jews hate Hitler

I hate you my childhood hitter

This anger fills me To the top

This shaking will it ever stop?

if you were but a sheet of paper

I might kill you with my stapler

But your not and woe betide

I am not fit for parricide

Done By: Marry Lian

Regret And Pain

Here I am, stumbling down the street

The rain's pouring down

I'm staring at my feet

But splashing on my feet it is

my tears and not the rain

They're are salty and bloodstained

From my agonizing pain

Nobody could be more

mad at me than me

Why was I so stupid?

Never again will she trust me

She's asking me too many questions

Ones I want so much to ignore

But I've brought this on myself

What else could I have been asking for?

When I think about the way things are

The tears roll down my face

If only I could turn back time

I would've never ended up in this place.

Done By: Nikita

Our House

Hate is a word used often in our house

We hate every person

everything

every mouse

We dance when we leave

And beg not to stay

Hate is a word to describe everyday

Tears shed everyday

laughter a forgotten sound

Love is a word never ever found

Done By: Tarina

When Times Run Out

When time runs out and your heart needs to say so much more

But the heart that should hear it is gone now forever

And you are left with a raw nagging sore.

Then reach for your paper, your pen and your candle

And write though your heart it would burst.

No fears now restrain you; no judgment; no mock;

Write of your best, of your worst.

When your soul is then drained of its deepest regret

Then hold your true paper to the candle's clear flame

That thought-laden smoke might reach to that heart

And ashes, a symbol of love, yet remain.

Done By: Alice Wyndham

Just A Story

She hated her life before he came,

He came neither special nor plain,

He took her into the rain.

He showed her laughter, He showed her tears,

He showed her joy, He showed her fears,

He showed her freedom, He showed her care,

He showed her that he, would always be there.

Oh how she laughed, how she cried,

Oh how she jumped..with laughters and fright.

But oh how she wished he was real,

And then she felt it..the pain.

She closed the book,

Hating her life all over again.

Done By: Arial

Walking On The Edge Of Life

The world keeps moving forward

as time stands still for me,

I am the kid with Cancer,

locked in battle to be free.

For all us kids on chemo

our lives are put on hold,

As we fight to stay alive,

our chances good were told.

Our attitude is courage

we live this life each day,

Just waiting for tomorrow,

praying cancer goes away.

Walking on the edge of life

We’re never looking down,

United here in front of you,

until a cure is found.

Done By: Lorna Mahan

What Friendship Is

You were there for me when I needed you.

You cared for me when I cried to you.

You fought for me when I couldn't stand.

You held me up with a giving hand.

You will die for me just like I will die for you.

So,

I was there for you when you needed me.

I cared for you when you cried to me.

I fought for you when you couldn't stand.

I held you up with my giving hand.

I will die for you, just like you will die for me.

Done By: Kaylee E Jones

Each And Every Day

Another year has come

and your still so far away

You're always in my heart

each and every day.

I still can not believe your gone

I hurt so deep inside

I cry a tear day after day

Wishing you were by my side

I never got to say goodbye

Why did you have to go

You left without me telling you

How much I love you so

I will never forget you Dad

Your the only father I knew

Why did you have to leave so soon

And leave my heart so blue

I wish I had the chance to say

I love you, I miss you

Each and every day.

Done By: Gloria